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Monday, June 26, 2006

 

Public Service Annoncement:

Just so everyone knows. my summer sucks!

 


Saturday, June 10, 2006

oreoness (1:37:21 PM): yo
"christen" (1:37:30 PM): jackie?
oreoness (1:37:35 PM): yup
"christen" (1:37:37 PM): brb one sec dawg...
oreoness (1:37:45 PM): k'
"christen" (1:39:28 PM): so why u pissed at your parents?
oreoness (1:39:53 PM): i was supposed to spend the night at a friends then they said no
oreoness (1:40:00 PM): im fucking 18
"christen" (1:40:09 PM): lol yeah what the hell
"christen" (1:40:13 PM): whos house?
oreoness (1:40:19 PM): amanda poe
"christen" (1:40:47 PM): well thats dumb is a fuckin weekend anyways
oreoness (1:41:54 PM): yes thats kinda what i said
"christen" (1:42:23 PM): lol whats their deal?
oreoness (1:42:45 PM): they are mad i was out all night yesterday
"christen" (1:42:59 PM): doing what.. gettin high/drunk with year?
"christen" (1:43:01 PM): tear*
oreoness (1:43:02 PM): i came home AT 1130
"christen" (1:43:07 PM): omg
"christen" (1:43:09 PM): wtf..
"christen" (1:43:16 PM): i come home at like 12 on weekends
oreoness (1:43:56 PM): thank you
oreoness (1:44:07 PM): but they still dont trust me
"christen" (1:44:21 PM): thats so fuckin dumb
"christen" (1:44:46 PM): why dont they trust you?
oreoness (1:45:03 PM): well it been that way since you me and teari got in trouble
"christen" (1:45:33 PM): damn im am so soorrry
oreoness (1:46:13 PM): well your mom never talked to me
"christen" (1:46:28 PM): i know
"christen" (1:46:30 PM): shes gay
oreoness (1:47:35 PM): well i want her to like me so we can hang again
oreoness (1:47:46 PM): teari was actually gonna talk to her
"christen" (1:47:53 PM): are you serious?
oreoness (1:48:18 PM): yup
oreoness (1:48:26 PM): she said so last week
"christen" (1:48:54 PM): well i told my mom tearis cleaned up
oreoness (1:49:21 PM): she has
oreoness (1:49:32 PM): we dont get in toruble like we used to
"christen" (1:49:35 PM): yes i know
"christen" (1:49:46 PM): good job not getting caught lol
oreoness (1:50:09 PM): yup
oreoness (1:50:38 PM): teari lives in port desposit
"christen" (1:50:42 PM): i know
"christen" (1:50:50 PM): i talked to her.. a little bit ago
oreoness (1:52:03 PM): oh
oreoness (1:52:05 PM): wtf
oreoness (1:52:14 PM): i really hate guys
"christen" (1:52:18 PM): why?
oreoness (1:52:27 PM): cause i was talking to dan
"christen" (1:52:28 PM): they wont stop tryin to hook up with you?
"christen" (1:52:32 PM): oh dear?
oreoness (1:52:34 PM): yeah
oreoness (1:52:51 PM): whats that mean
"christen" (1:53:06 PM): i didnt mean to put the ? mark
"christen" (1:53:14 PM): i meant oh dear/ talking to dan
oreoness (1:53:30 PM): hes pissing me off
oreoness (1:53:40 PM): asking to have sex
oreoness (1:53:47 PM): who still likes him'
oreoness (1:53:52 PM): shit like that
"christen" (1:53:54 PM): lkdjf;skljfa;lskujfa;lkgja;lgja;dlrkjgear;g what the hell
oreoness (1:54:32 PM): he asked me out again last nite
"christen" (1:55:38 PM): damn
"christen" (1:55:43 PM): you said... no ?
"christen" (1:56:04 PM): or yes?
oreoness (1:56:13 PM): i said maybe cause we went out last year around this time
"christen" (1:56:23 PM): oh
oreoness (1:56:32 PM): i told him what happed when i was little
"christen" (1:56:36 PM): and?
"christen" (1:56:45 PM): whatd he say to that?
oreoness (1:56:53 PM): he still kept asking about sex
oreoness (1:56:59 PM): he doesnt get it
"christen" (1:57:04 PM): lskdfjl;skjf what an asshole
oreoness (1:57:27 PM): if i wasnt so lonley i would tell him to fuck off
oreoness (1:57:35 PM): im sick of being single
"christen" (1:57:46 PM): well dont worry jackie seriously..
"christen" (1:58:00 PM): your re-injure yourself by dating him and swleepin with him
oreoness (1:58:10 PM): i kno that
oreoness (1:58:21 PM): but ive been single over a year
"christen" (1:58:22 PM): i mean i have sex dont get me wrong but .. its usually the person i am dating and im dating because iw anna be with them
"christen" (1:58:30 PM): well
"christen" (1:58:33 PM): singleness sucks
"christen" (1:58:39 PM): but it also has advantages
"christen" (1:58:41 PM): no rules
oreoness (1:59:00 PM): but no commitment either
"christen" (1:59:05 PM): yeah
oreoness (1:59:13 PM): i can live like that
"christen" (1:59:20 PM): yeah
oreoness (1:59:26 PM): im not tear or robin
oreoness (1:59:29 PM): they can
"christen" (1:59:49 PM): you cant live without comittment?
oreoness (2:00:40 PM): i kno all you love me but that kinda not enough
"christen" (2:00:48 PM): oh
"christen" (2:00:51 PM): i see
oreoness (2:00:58 PM): i can stand not feelling im so alone
"christen" (2:01:10 PM): i canimagine
oreoness (2:01:10 PM): outside you guys iam
oreoness (2:01:24 PM): its not fair
"christen" (2:01:24 PM): i wwas single for like 2 years
oreoness (2:01:42 PM): i kno you can do that i cant
"christen" (2:01:45 PM): it was hell but eventually you'll find someone who isnt an asshole
oreoness (2:01:50 PM): i kno
"christen" (2:02:00 PM): love you girrrrrrlll!
oreoness (2:02:19 PM): i kno
oreoness (2:02:23 PM): i love you too
"christen" (2:02:26 PM): <333
oreoness (2:02:39 PM): *sigh* bored tho
oreoness (2:02:54 PM): teari is online
"christen" (2:02:55 PM): me too
oreoness (2:03:07 PM): i going out in like 2hrs
oreoness (2:03:16 PM): not comming in till 10
"christen" (2:03:18 PM): to where
"christen" (2:03:20 PM): tearis?
oreoness (2:03:24 PM): no
"christen" (2:03:30 PM): ?
oreoness (2:03:33 PM): she works tonight
"christen" (2:03:36 PM): o
"christen" (2:03:38 PM): damn
oreoness (2:03:54 PM): riverside to hang wit Amanda and Jess
oreoness (2:04:03 PM): i aint staying there long
"christen" (2:04:05 PM): cool
"christen" (2:04:14 PM): well i cant go anywhere
oreoness (2:04:22 PM): that suck
"christen" (2:04:28 PM): because my parents caught me while i was trippin last night
oreoness (2:04:39 PM): DAMN
"christen" (2:04:54 PM): yeh
"christen" (2:04:56 PM): triple c's
oreoness (2:05:04 PM): are you in trouble
"christen" (2:05:06 PM): 10 pills later
"christen" (2:05:09 PM): yuo
"christen" (2:05:10 PM): yup
"christen" (2:05:15 PM): they took my money
"christen" (2:05:18 PM): 60$!!!!!
oreoness (2:05:25 PM): what!!!
oreoness (2:05:37 PM): you dont mess wit a girls money
"christen" (2:05:43 PM): i had 90 but i spent 10 on weed 7 on triple c
"christen" (2:05:50 PM): and bought food
"christen" (2:05:59 PM): lol they dontknow about the weed though
oreoness (2:06:07 PM): ha ha
"christen" (2:06:10 PM): lol when I got picked up I had taken 10 pillss
"christen" (2:06:14 PM): nd smoked two bluntsw
"christen" (2:06:15 PM): lol
"christen" (2:06:22 PM): i was so high and so trippin
"christen" (2:06:25 PM): lol
oreoness (2:06:37 PM): your gonna kill yourself one day
oreoness (2:06:53 PM): ive quit
"christen" (2:06:53 PM): that day isnt coming soon enough
"christen" (2:07:00 PM): i am just beginning
oreoness (2:07:06 PM): dont say that
oreoness (2:07:11 PM): i had to tho
"christen" (2:07:19 PM): why?
oreoness (2:07:31 PM): its was messing up my life
"christen" (2:07:38 PM): how so?
"christen" (2:07:50 PM): what was your usual routine?
oreoness (2:07:54 PM): i couldnt think straight
oreoness (2:07:59 PM): yup
"christen" (2:08:22 PM): whaqt did u do?
"christen" (2:08:30 PM): ust weed drinkin n triple cs?
oreoness (2:09:02 PM): weed,3x c, prscription drugs alcohol
oreoness (2:09:16 PM): now its just weed every now and then
"christen" (2:09:25 PM): i have been smokin weed everyday
"christen" (2:09:28 PM): for a while
oreoness (2:09:40 PM): na not for me
oreoness (2:09:51 PM): i need it every once in a while
"christen" (2:09:53 PM): n swometimes I only was sober like 4 days outta this last couple of months
oreoness (2:10:05 PM):
oreoness (2:10:17 PM): your parents kno
"christen" (2:10:21 PM): no
"christen" (2:10:23 PM): hellllll know
"christen" (2:10:24 PM): lol
oreoness (2:10:29 PM): lol
"christen" (2:10:29 PM): i come home high all the time
"christen" (2:10:31 PM): they dont know
oreoness (2:10:41 PM): i cant till i get home
oreoness (2:10:45 PM): i drive
"christen" (2:10:46 PM): yesterday was just bd cause i had just gotton high when my mom was like time to come home
"christen" (2:10:49 PM): i know
"christen" (2:10:52 PM): im so happy for youy
"christen" (2:11:01 PM): i doubt ill be allowed to get my lisence after last night
oreoness (2:11:17 PM): but was it good
"christen" (2:11:26 PM): shyeeeaaah
oreoness (2:11:33 PM): lol
"christen" (2:11:45 PM): i didnt get to enjoy it alot but lol that was my parents fault\
oreoness (2:12:01 PM): where were you
"christen" (2:12:26 PM): i was at a friends house whom im not supposed to be hanging out at..
oreoness (2:12:38 PM): oh geez
"christen" (2:12:40 PM): but i um made ti to 7 eleven
"christen" (2:12:52 PM): so they didnt find out i was at that persons housew
oreoness (2:13:13 PM): *shakes head* you want to get caught
"christen" (2:14:00 PM): nah
"christen" (2:14:14 PM): lol it was bad
oreoness (2:14:19 PM): i bet
"christen" (2:14:24 PM): but i didnt think she would be that bad off
"christen" (2:14:35 PM): i told her she didnt have to do anything she didnt want to
"christen" (2:14:45 PM): i said im gonna do this but you dont have to
"christen" (2:14:54 PM): i wouldnt have gotton caught if it would have just been me
"christen" (2:15:02 PM): cause i know how to control myself..
oreoness (2:15:04 PM): you sound like Henry
"christen" (2:15:09 PM): lol
"christen" (2:15:11 PM): well its true
"christen" (2:15:24 PM): tiff just was letting the hight take over
"christen" (2:15:42 PM): i would have walked to whereeverr i needed to and been fine
"christen" (2:15:51 PM): I couldnt baqrely get her up off the bed she was on
"christen" (2:15:56 PM): she was like I cant
"christen" (2:16:08 PM): and i was like fucking get up now we will get into trouble
"christen" (2:16:20 PM): i had to just about carry her
oreoness (2:16:26 PM): lmao\
"christen" (2:16:30 PM): i know
oreoness (2:16:37 PM):
"christen" (2:16:40 PM): and she was all puking
"christen" (2:16:48 PM): and i couldnt barely walk but i was doing it better than her
"christen" (2:16:57 PM): but it made it way harder to have to carry her
"christen" (2:17:02 PM): or dragher rather
oreoness (2:17:11 PM): is she okay
"christen" (2:17:12 PM): i couldnt carry her
"christen" (2:17:14 PM): yeah
"christen" (2:17:18 PM): she didnt o.d
oreoness (2:17:24 PM): good
"christen" (2:17:24 PM): she was jut really fucked up
"christen" (2:17:30 PM): yeah
"christen" (2:17:37 PM): lol im trying to get some more triple c's
"christen" (2:17:46 PM): shes like .. im never doin this agin
"christen" (2:17:50 PM): and i was like yeah me too
"christen" (2:17:58 PM): *shakes head* not
"christen" (2:18:04 PM): but i dont want he rot know
"christen" (2:18:06 PM): her to*
"christen" (2:18:24 PM): but I have been more fucked up then we were yesterday
oreoness (2:18:33 PM): you havent changed
"christen" (2:20:01 PM): well im not trying to
"christen" (2:20:10 PM): so whatever
"christen" (2:20:11 PM): lol
"christen" (2:20:18 PM): but yo i think i have to go
"christen" (2:20:27 PM): ill try to get on later and if your online ill talk to you then
"christen" (2:20:32 PM): xoxo love you girly
oreoness (2:21:28 PM): iight bye
"christen" (2:21:28 PM): killmewitapotato is no longer signed on.


if you read what is below you will understand what i have to say. First i am not fast or a hoe. this kid really only wants to go with me so he can get some. i like him yes be he has a lot to learn about me. anyone that knows my past knows i dont really need this right now nor do i need those memories comming back to me. my childhood was rough and filled with sex so id rather not. he sweet but way too ranchy

oreoness (11:40:58 PM): hey
dropscience08 (11:41:18 PM): hey whats up
dropscience08 (11:41:29 PM): i was just tryna call u but im in va and i have no fucing reception

oreoness (11:41:48 PM): oh i wouldnt have answered i was with friends
dropscience08 (11:43:28 PM): ?
dropscience08 (11:43:35 PM): i really think we can make it work

oreoness (11:43:48 PM): make what work
dropscience08 (11:43:49 PM): we can be sexual and romantic at the same time
dropscience08 (11:43:53 PM): a relationshop

oreoness (11:44:07 PM): why do you want to date me
dropscience08 (11:44:29 PM): i like u
oreoness (11:44:40 PM): i like you to but
dropscience08 (11:44:51 PM): could you keep this on the low for right now?
oreoness (11:45:08 PM): why would i want a low relationship
dropscience08 (11:45:26 PM): no i mena that we like eachother until it becomes anything
dropscience08 (11:45:53 PM): i REALLY liked ure cousin but i am scared to talk to her...i am confused kinda
dropscience08 (11:45:54 PM): lol

oreoness (11:46:02 PM): it just teari gives me so much grief abiut you being so young
oreoness (11:46:15 PM):
dropscience08 (11:46:15 PM): i have a question...like i would really wanna see this lol soundskinda weird lol tho
dropscience08 (11:46:22 PM): itshould be ok i loook old enough lol

oreoness (11:46:48 PM): to who do you look old enough]
dropscience08 (11:48:12 PM): everyone
dropscience08 (11:48:14 PM): i have a questionb

oreoness (11:48:23 PM): what
dropscience08 (11:48:51 PM): please do this for me i wont ask anymore. You sent me 3 pics...but one 2wice..could u maybe send me the one u missed, maybe another one, and a pic of ure pussy
oreoness (11:49:16 PM): he he he no
dropscience08 (11:49:31 PM): how about sending me the one u missed?
oreoness (11:49:43 PM): huh?
dropscience08 (11:49:52 PM): u took 3 diff pics right
oreoness (11:49:58 PM): no
oreoness (11:50:03 PM): i took 2
oreoness (11:50:17 PM): one got erased

dropscience08 (11:50:40 PM): o ok
oreoness (11:50:59 PM): i can take pix of myself very good
dropscience08 (11:51:10 PM): well i have a question
dropscience08 (11:51:16 PM): would u wannna meet up outside edge next friday when i get back from va and talk about us in person and possibly fuck

oreoness (11:51:33 PM):
dropscience08 (11:51:38 PM): what
oreoness (11:51:51 PM):
dropscience08 (11:52:15 PM): so u think u down wit dat?
dropscience08 (11:52:33 PM): like i kno u self concious but i would just love to sex u i think u look good

oreoness (11:52:48 PM): aw
oreoness (11:52:55 PM): you get points for that
dropscience08 (11:54:07 PM): like i dunno its been somethin i was thinkin about..think on it hit me back but im goin swimmin now
dropscience08 (11:54:08 PM): peace

oreoness (11:54:29 PM): dont you wanna kno my answer
dropscience08 (11:55:02 PM): yea i gues
oreoness (11:55:20 PM): go swimming ill be here almost all night
dropscience08 (11:55:28 PM): iight
oreoness (11:55:41 PM): bye
dropscience08 (11:56:45 PM): u cant tell me now? i dunno when ill be able to get back on
oreoness (11:57:24 PM): well the dating thing we can always try again and i should be at edge next week
dropscience08 (11:57:39 PM): can we fuck before we go please
oreoness (11:58:52 PM): no my cars to snall
oreoness (11:58:55 PM): small
oreoness (12:00:03 AM): and plus we have things we need to talk about first


Sunday, April 30, 2006

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Crying

i feel like shit. i am so moody and i feel like crying. the last ten hours has had som many disappointments and i don't think i can handle any more. i just want to go somewhere and die right now. i want to go in my room and fall asleep to never wake up. i feel so sad.


Friday, February 17, 2006

You know that Kelly Moore is such a bitch. she has some nerve to tell my best friend that i'm a slut and a liar when she should looking in the damn mirror. she can kiss my big fat black ass.  If the girl wasn't on every guys cock then she would notice all the rumors going around about her and not me. I've never been thought to be preganant nor a major slut. i don't go around giving guys head to make money you slut!! So get your damn facts straight.  at least when i get married i can be sure i won't have a std or vd. i way above your level and that's why we couldn't be friends. i don't hang with cunts like you.



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